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To Fail a Father

from Split w/ District105 by Shelldiver

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lyrics

Father forgive me
Deliver me from evil
Kneeling down
starring at the ceiling

This is my last prayer
I am done
following the masses
Felt like I am the only one

who thought it’s unreal - the only word I own
Fucking unreal - was young and didn’t know
but not anymore
I felt like dead inside, but still I kept walking
Into the hands of deceit - sins drowning

I reject this shit
Finger on the trigger
Your gun is the book And
I point the finger At this lie,
kept me uncertain and alone
I have no master
I’m on my own


Father forgive me
I supplicate
Father forgive me
My knuckles hurt
My folded hands are rotting
my soul became dark
indoctrinated from the moment I could walk


What the fuck is this shit
I vomit blood so 
(too hollow)
won’t follow
ANYMORE

There was no mercy - not a bit
Their ain’t no miracles
Don’t fucking ask
Something inside me is SICK

Father forgive me
Deliver me from evil
Kneeling down
starring at the ceiling

This is my last prayer
I am done
following the masses
Felt like I am the only one
who thought it’s unreal
unreal
unreal
unreal

Now I am older
now I know things so much better
Ripped my heart out of my body
pain didn’t matter
because I am free now
Things make more sense than ever
this illusion just couldn’t hold up much longer


It is fucking crazy when I think of back than
Whoever put me in this world
Had a different plan ah
Knew that I won’t be a slave
so put I put this to an end
God forgive me
you’re already dead.

What the fuck is this shit
I vomit blood so 
(too hollow)
won’t follow
ANYMORE

Something inside me is sick
So I put this to an end
God forgive me
but you’re already dead.

I reject this shit
Finger on the trigger
Your gun is the book And
I point the finger At this lie,
kept me uncertain and alone
I have no master
I’m on my own

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from Split w/ District105, released May 18, 2018

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Shelldiver Chemnitz, Germany

founded 2010 in Chemnitz, Germany

Felix - Vocals
Chris - Bass
Nico - Guitar
Basti - Guitar
Phil - Drums

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