1. |
Tongue in Cheek
03:27
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Again
You belittle me for my mistakes
I am sure there are plenty, but you're just the same
Stop salting my injuries with your pity
There is too much inside of me
I will rinse you from my veins
I am shattered and broken
But now I can see
The poison and burden
That you are to me
What more do I have to be
What else do you want to take
I want to be good enough
But there's no fucking way
All the time I thought that I didn't deserve you
Plot twist: I am not the one to blame
Mistakes, there are plenty, but you're just the same
I will rinse you from my veins
You are so disgustingly "tongue in cheek"
Cut it out before you ever say my fucking name
Again
Erasing you from my head feels like
Slicing you out of my body, but still (ay)
Even though it hurts like hell
It's a wound that heals, it's a hole I can fill
Too many nights with no self-respect
R-goals: get the fuck out - relentless
hallucination - hollow heart
surrogated soul - mostly fallen apart
All the time I thought that I didn't deserve you
Plot twist: You're the one to blame
You are so disgustingly "tongue in cheek"
Cut it out - Cut it out!
before you ever say my name
I am shattered and broken
But now I can see
The poison and burden
That you are to me
I'm certain
that we should never meet again
I'm certain
I'm sure you'll miss me
I'm certain
But for sure - hell - I don’t!
Bite me!
And we should never meet again
I'm certain
I'm sure you'll miss me
I'm certain
I hope one day you honestly...
I'm certain
...admit your life is a misery
Erasing you from my head feels like
Slicing you out of my body, but still (ay)
Even though it hurts like hell
It's a wound that heals, it's a hole I can fill
Too many nights with no self-respect
R-goals: get the fuck out - relentless
hallucination - hollow heart
surrogated soul - mostly fallen apart
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2. |
To Fail a Father
03:26
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Father forgive me
Deliver me from evil
Kneeling down
starring at the ceiling
This is my last prayer
I am done
following the masses
Felt like I am the only one
who thought it’s unreal - the only word I own
Fucking unreal - was young and didn’t know
but not anymore
I felt like dead inside, but still I kept walking
Into the hands of deceit - sins drowning
I reject this shit
Finger on the trigger
Your gun is the book And
I point the finger At this lie,
kept me uncertain and alone
I have no master
I’m on my own
Father forgive me
I supplicate
Father forgive me
My knuckles hurt
My folded hands are rotting
my soul became dark
indoctrinated from the moment I could walk
What the fuck is this shit
I vomit blood so
(too hollow)
won’t follow
ANYMORE
There was no mercy - not a bit
Their ain’t no miracles
Don’t fucking ask
Something inside me is SICK
Father forgive me
Deliver me from evil
Kneeling down
starring at the ceiling
This is my last prayer
I am done
following the masses
Felt like I am the only one
who thought it’s unreal
unreal
unreal
unreal
Now I am older
now I know things so much better
Ripped my heart out of my body
pain didn’t matter
because I am free now
Things make more sense than ever
this illusion just couldn’t hold up much longer
It is fucking crazy when I think of back than
Whoever put me in this world
Had a different plan ah
Knew that I won’t be a slave
so put I put this to an end
God forgive me
you’re already dead.
What the fuck is this shit
I vomit blood so
(too hollow)
won’t follow
ANYMORE
Something inside me is sick
So I put this to an end
God forgive me
but you’re already dead.
I reject this shit
Finger on the trigger
Your gun is the book And
I point the finger At this lie,
kept me uncertain and alone
I have no master
I’m on my own
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3. |
Pillows
03:07
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Take a step
Take a step into the sea of greedy hands
The agency wants you
A contract written in red
Selfrighteous motherfucker represent
I hope you never sleep again
Your pillow whispers their names
Your pillow whispers their names
The only friends you keep
Are those you pay
You can't account for another life
You can't afford another day
The agency wants you
A contract written in red
Selfrighteous motherfucker represent
Your personal trainer recommends arsenic
Your neighbors killed your fucking dog
There is a price set onto your head
Your pillow whispers their names
Your pillow whispers their names
The only friends you keep
Are those you pay
You can't account for another life
You can't afford another single day
Remove yourself
Dress your family in black
Make your wife a widow
Pay your fucking debt
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Shelldiver Chemnitz, Germany
founded 2010 in Chemnitz, Germany
Felix - Vocals
Chris - Bass
Nico - Guitar
Basti - Guitar
Phil - Drums
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